Wednesday, January 28, 2004

Today was the conference for biocomposites at our department..and as usual..it was a complete waste of time!!!all small companies...I don't like small companies...I know what you are thinking now!!as if!!;)
I saw this girl on the street car with dark blue hi lights!!I loved it..I want to die my hair..I want to die it blue..green..red...and purple and silver:)don't you think it would be nice?
Tomorrow is going to be great..my first session of new phase latin classes start:)
Another set of TOF-SIMS and GC...hopefully goes well...
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The more I think about life..the more I realize that nothing is forever...I don't know why I used to think so shallowly...why I always wanted something here and now...but then I think about some people who have everything given to them on a silver platter...take one of my close friends for example...I love her to death..but look at her life..
she graduates from chem-eng like me...she got a wonderfull job with amazing pay...next she got engaged 3 month after..ofcourse with her 2 year long boy friend who loves her so much that I have never seen a guy would love a girl so much in my life....later she bought a great car and now she bought a house..a big house...and her wedding is in summer!!!
Tell me...is she lucky or what?compare her to me....interms of money, I am not even close..you know how university is....and the rest is irrelevent because they were connected to previous point!!!
The only thing in my life that I am proud of is my research work and volunteer works..and my friends..and the fact that I know that I have matured so much in the past 4 years..other than that...I don't have any materialistic thing....
but you know what I am begining to realize is that this thing is actually is soooooo current in my dad's side of the family...powerful women who didn't get married till later in life and got real good and solid education and very proud jobs..so I think I getting their genes;)

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